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Anthony J. Crowley ([personal profile] onlyanapple) wrote2015-02-05 09:15 pm

IC CONTACT - DRIFT FLEET

Hi, this is Anthony Crowley. Uh, I’m probably not in right now, or asleep, and busy, or something, but leave a message after the tone and I’ll get right back to you. Ciao. BeeeEEeeeEEeee.



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FIE did you hear about the guy...
FIE the past, the present, and the future walk into a bar... it was tense
FIE did you know babies are cooked at womb temperature?
JAYDEN Happy dawning
WOLFE Ten months late for work
FIE You're doing a grape job with your bar.
FIE Your decor remains fruitiful.
FIE You have a bluetiful establishment.
FIE Thank blue for the service.
ALLEN Okay Castiel's been in the fleet several days and you haven't turned up in my quarters drunk...
ANDERS I just wanted you to know that you've ruined my happy home life.
ALLEN Crowley
ALLEN Crowley I have some really good news!!
ALLEN I got a bottle of Varric's newest product
NANAKO Crowley I hope you've been doing ok!
FELIX This planet is miserable
ALEX PRESENT COMBO BREAKER
INO Meet me at Allen's room --
ALLEN Ino's birthday is the 23rd
INO So not only did I get Allen TWO different dates that he ENJOYED...
ALLEN I haven't seen any magazines appear in my room lately.
INO Alright, I need you to help me with something.
ALLEN Who's Adam?
INO Alright, you win. We're dating.
ALLEN You're okay, right?
INO You are SO dead the next time I see you
ALLEN CROWLEY I THINK INO'S FOUND ANOTHER GUY


 
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lord_wizard: (haughty)

Voice (shortly after arrival at ice planet)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-01-11 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[A day of wandering on the surface proved to Felix that it was possible for something this inhospitable to be beautiful, but also cold and lonely. Thinking about that, and everything he'd been shoving into the metaphorical closet, makes him dial Crowley with slightly numb fingers.]

This planet is miserable. Where you you?

[He needs a drink or...something. Also, based on the sound of rustling and footsteps, he's already coming to find Crowley. Knowing the demon's hatred for the cold, Felix guesses he's bundled up in his own ship, though there's ample time to detour back to his own to borrow a shuttle.]
lord_wizard: (profile)

voice

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-01-18 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't dream of it. A short tour was quite enough for me.

[And at least he's going the right direction. He's only limited by how fast he can walk right now. Stupid ice.]

...did you know they worship those moons we were on previously?
lord_wizard: (reading)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-01-23 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
All of them. I think they're different denominations. They had separate churches, at any rate. Forgive me if my discovery stopped there.

[There's a slight metallic clang that follow, along with an aborted curse.]
lord_wizard: (spooked)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-01-25 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I tripped. It's so cold I can hardly feel my toes...

[Certainly it's just that, and not the fact that he's clumsy and trying to talk and walk at the same time.]

Just a minute. [He shuts the communicator off and pockets it as he continues onto the Pathstone. A minute or so later the door to Crowley's room creaks open and the wizard invites himself in]
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[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-01-25 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'll pay you back for that terrible display of sympathy in a minute]

[He does manage a sarcastic bow once he's inside] Summoned out the cold by the glow of your good nature, no doubt.

I see you've made yourself comfortable. Do you plan on being in here the entire time? [He doesn't really care where the blankets came from, because right the only person's comfort he's consulting is his own. Speaking of which, he's already unbuttoning his coat. He doesn't have any snow left on him, but the damp has worked it's way in at the shoulders and the hems of his pants. None of it is really designed for winter.]
lord_wizard: (anime)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-01-27 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[He sets the jacket aside and takes a seat on the bed to start on his shoes and socks.]

Gross exaggeration aside, I can assure you that it is not, in fact, snowing inside the corridors or the kitchen. Though I can't vouch for anywhere else.

[The smirk he gives Crowley over his shoulder says that, yes, he is honored.]
lord_wizard: (seductive)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-01-27 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
[He gave Crowley a flat look that cracked at the edges as the last shoe hit the floor, followed the wet smack of a sodden sock.]

How far in the future do you imagine that will be?

[Felix fingers the hem of his pants and sighs. Can't take those into bed, so he quickly slips those off as well. Despite what it looks like and despite the casual flirting, this isn't about sex. Not really. He needs something. Something warm yes, but also something familiar.]
lord_wizard: (cocky)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-02-01 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Good. Because I'm tired.

[Finally free of any damp clothing, he turns to lay sideways on the bed, pulling the blankets after him, and Crowley receives his first reward - cold toes against his legs.]
lord_wizard: (shadowed)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-02-03 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I know you do. That's why I'm here.

[He shifts closer, settling against the weight and heat and draping an arm across the demon's chest in a way that's almost shy. Because he doesn't do this, usually - not without the detachment of post-coital bliss or the fog of alcohol lulling him into apathy. There's nothing between them now to help him pretend, and without that wall the events of the month prior are etched very clearly into his mind.]

I'm glad I'm here. [He says it softly, half muffled into Crowley's shoulder]
lord_wizard: (le sigh)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-02-09 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[At some point in time it simply becomes more difficult to keep building up that wall between the rising tide of feelings, and things had spilled over until he'd looked down to find himself ankle-deep in it. That wasn't a comfortable metaphor, because it implied that someday it might drown him if he kept trying to ignore that it was there. The alternative was to latch onto this...whatever Crowley's presence in his life represented...and hope it didn't disappear or pitch him right back into the sea.

He can't say what it is that he wants. Neither of them can promise anything, that's something they both know from experience. They can't promise permanency, because both of them have suffered the coming of people they loved, only to have them leave with a piece of their hearts in tow. Crowley, however, was one of those pieces for him.

What he's reaching for, he still isn't sure, and the uncertainty is a cold grip on his heart. He lets those words sink in for a minute that seems painfully long, shivering not just from the lingering chill, and curls his arm against Crowley's ribs.
]

I spent years asking myself when I would get to go home. Missing it. But when I came here instead...going back doesn't seem quite so urgent.

[It's still implication at this point, that Crowley is part of the reason for that. Innocuous conversation except for the fact that he still isn't looking Crowley in the eyes.]
lord_wizard: (brooding)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-02-13 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[He understands that sentiment all too well, and the reason why tumbles out of his mouth before he can stop himself.]

I was exiled...before I arrived at the castle.

[Meaning, you know, he wasn't looking forward to his future either.

And that was just the thing, wasn't it? Because what was the point of living if you couldn't enjoy the parts that mattered? Loss was inevitable in life. Things were finite. At least, for any human. As far as he knew Crowley was eternal, and maybe that should have bothered him, but it never had. The same way Crowley had seemed to see through him from the beginning and hadn't cared. In some cases, almost literally, as the nightmare from the previous month proved.
]

Crowley...[He lifts his head a little so he can finally look at the demon]...about what you said to me...last month...

[He's talking mostly about what occurred in his own calibration; something he could have gone on ignoring but the need to know why is eating at him, as much as he needs to know if Crowley remembers it at all]

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[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-02-15 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[It was obligation he felt to see it through, despite how much it terrified him. His brother was the stronger reason these days, though he was split between missing him and the notion that his half-sibling was better off without him.

He knows this is breaking their unspoken rule. Not talking about things. It's a status quo that has served them well for years and he's dancing on the edge of that. But he's also incredibly insecure under that lazy swagger, so while he considers backpedaling for about half a minute, he does the opposite.
]

Yes. ['Worth a thousand of him', Crowley had said. Or something to that effect. He doesn't need that reiterated, and he suddenly realizes how it might seem like he might be fishing for some kind of declaration. Neither of them wants that.] Just...how have you always been so sure? About me?
lord_wizard: (cry)

[personal profile] lord_wizard 2016-02-16 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's curious how close to despair elation is. He has to look away again before the cracks show, though it's harder to disguise the teardrops on the pillow. Silence stretches again before he draws in a breath]

So did you.

[Than what God had done to Crowley, which is another of quite a few stories he only knows the pieces of. Enough to know where the wounds were, because while he couldn't see people the way the demon could, he always seemed to pinpoint the things that would hurt them the most. Especially in people he loved.

And there it was. The thought he'd been avoiding. The word he'd still never say out loud but the presence of which taunts him.


I'm...[Sorry. Another word he doesn't like to say. His hand clutches in the sheet, then flutters uncertainly at Crowley's shoulder. He isn't good at being comforting and afraid to acknowledge, for both their sake, that there's anything there to comfort at all.] I needed to be sure it wasn't Atroma showing me what I wanted to hear.

[Which is true enough, in part.]

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